Today I’m trying to sort my life out. I’ve signed up for a health and social care course through the open university that starts in Feb, I’ve looked on the job centre plus website for a job, realised I need experience for the kind of job I want, so I’m going to start looking at volunteer work and see if I can do some of that. I’m not panicking too much as I have an appointment on the 26th with people who are meant to help get me back in to work so I’m hoping that they can help with the volunteer stuff, the guy from the job centre said that they could and I kinda trust him. That and I need help writing my CV, I tried to do it earlier today but to no avail, I just have no idea what I’m doing!
So that’s me trying to sort out my ‘working’ life and get off of benefits…Now I just need to work out how to sort out my mental health problems so that I can function in a fitting manner and well, be able to do the aforementioned.
But I don’t know how to do that, not with only my CPN for support, i think I need more than that, I need help with my problems, I admit that. Ugggh.